tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-77373672011-12-11T02:05:39.448-05:00|||Im patiently waiting for the stress of Adult hood to begin and my teen years to be just memeories|||adenanoreply@blogger.comBlogger761100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7737367.post-79804787096493307952011-11-19T12:47:00.004-05:002011-11-19T12:51:15.720-05:00

I haven't blogged in 6yrs. Its definitely a coincidence that I left this blog exactly 6yrs ago today. The same day and everything. Well, I didn't quite stop writing after leaving. But today I feel the only thing that will keep me sane is writing. My heart is shattered. Some people have broken hearts and others can put it back together. But mine is shattered, it has to many pieces to try to put it

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Yea so like...i haven't blogged here in a while. You know blogging is available everywhere. So im blogging at MYSPACE now. Its nice because you have friends and profiles so who every comes by can make comments...its like a little community. So yea if you want updates on whats going on you can check it out at Harmony's Page Its pretty current...between graduation and now is missing. It went so

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YAYY my first internship was so much fun. I cant wait to brag at school about it. The best part was that i was doing a major part at the studio...board opt. Well as you may not know instead of going to "college" i decided to go to a broadcasting school and its turning out well. Ive met great people..well some great people thats a different story. But ne who im actually at my internship now. Sooo

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Its crazy how i started this blog to pure out whats on my heart that i dont and sometimes wont even tell my friends, but now im even keeping things from my own blog. I just keep adding things to my already overstuffed heart and pretend that everythings fine. Today my mother hurt me so bad that i told her that one day she would come home and see me hanging from the doorway....it was so sad...i

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First off...let me say....I am so happy that the new Top Model is Namai. I was hopping she would win. So in other news...i havent blog in a while but im just going to talk about current stuff. Like how im not going to Kent State ne more. I know its a shock but i think im making the right decision as far as my career is concerned. I'll just have to go to kent state at a later time. But i start my

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Should I or Shouldnt I....thats all i have to say about that little issue. Anyway...prom is in a couple of days..yay. The only thing im stressin about is after prom festivities...reason being that i really dont care what we do after as long as im with nelson...its not even about the whole third wheel thing because carra and terrance arent together anymore or so they say and plus im use to hangin

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I cant believe this is my last month of high school. I mean at first time went really slow but now i cant seem to slow it down...WHY WONT IT SLOW DOWN!! I think im going to miss high school, i dont know, im really confused about college right now because i cant afford the college that i want to go to and i really dont want to take a year off. I dont know what i wanna do anymore. My whole focus

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Jay came to visit me...he's like the only guy that i can really talk to while i'm pmsing...other guys either just piss me off or dont know that im pmsing and say things that just get under my skin. Wait...why arent we together...oh because im going to college, yea but anyway i got the best back massage and feel asleep right on his chest while he watched ladder 49, i watched it already so i didnt

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I did a lot of thinking...and crying....and thinking....and well you get the point...and unlike other teens that have boyfriend and girlfriend problems and being in and out of love, my problems are mostly a combination of my child hood and the relationship with my mom. Its crazy because as many times that ive told my child run away story, I've never told anyone why I ran away. I just give the

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How about a fruitarian...Thats what i shall be. Ive been working on my nutrian...looking for new way of eating. The foods that i have been eating have been slowing me down and making me sick. When i fasted a while back i kind of shouldve taken that time to find a new way of eating instead i went back to the same way. But i think by being a fruitarian it will be the healthest for me especailly

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You Are 50% Normal(Somewhat Normal)While some of your behavior is quite normal...Other things you do are downright strangeYou've got a little of your freak going onBut you mostly keep your weirdness to yourselfHow Normal Are You? ADENA A is for Artistic D is for Delicate E is for Earnest N is for Natural A is for Artistic What Does Your Name Mean?You Belong in 1972 1972 If you

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Its only been a week since my last post. So far i got my dress and my shoes and my purse YYAAAYY!!! The only problem is that we might not have a prom because there isnt alot of people buying tickets inwhich covers the price of the place that we're renting (hard rock cafe'). I mean if i dont go to prom i would be disapointed but im really just looking forward to graduating. Thats on the top of my

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So me and nelson kind of had our moment.... kind of. okay the thing is i dont want to rush things. I kinda wanna savor the moment so it can last longer. I mean if we're both feeling that feeling then why ruin it with questions and expressions...sometimes u have to just go with the flow and when it comes to that moment then thats when things take off. U cant force the moment...well anyway i kinda

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I cant believe my brother brought his pregnant "girlfriend" to the IX center. OMG...that girl was so ghetto. UGHHHH. She was just ugh...no other words to describe her. My time there was over all pretty good. i just didnt like the fact that he bought all that crap for her and couldnt buy me anything. I mean i got the tickets for me my bstf my god son and my brother...she was the fifth wheel. it

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Listening To: Ruben Studdard- Ain't No Need To WorryMood: Relieved but a little on edgeEatting: Im full now...So its only the 8th but it feels like aprils about to be over already. I've been looking ahead in my plans and im pretty busy. sighs* .. i just want to enjoy my last year. I do have to admit, it did go pretty fast. Im just happy its friday now...im a little relieved, next week i plan on

adenanoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7737367.post-1112641912271075122005-04-04T14:59:00.000-04:002005-04-04T15:18:32.650-04:00

Its been a very long March and Im very happy its april now . To give u a complete update of whats been going on with me for the whole month of March I'll just it has to do with me and dating on going out. I've started to explore my options again with the whole dating thing. It kinda started on a bad note because my x and i were starting to hook back up but sadly he did something stupid...

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I really do...i hate the fact that a simple conversation turns into such an ugly argument over absoulting nothing. She yells about every little thing and it makes me sick. Sometimes i just have to scream to let out all the angry thats inside me. I was sssoo happy for a while...like every since my birthday i was floating on this cloud. I was the happiest i had ever been in a long time. But now...

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I havent been blogginnggg...as you can see. Well, ive been busy duh. lol. I have a job that im about to quit because i cant stand the smoking. It gets in my clothes and hair...which is ugh..and ive become addicted to the coffee there...and the pasteries. I can afford to gain any pounds with prom coming up so i need a job that doesnt offer those lovely treats. Any way...so since im going to be 18

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Hm...so umm I havent talked to Jason since August and he calls me out of the blue a couple of days ago. Yeaaa I've been talking to him but I havent been feelin where the conversation has been going. I mean yea me and him were together but Ive grown up and these head games that hes tryin to play with me arent working. Its like everytime he calls its about sex. And I havent been sexually active for

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sighs*...Jason called out of the blue again yesturday but this time i messed up because since i was so busy i told him i was going to call him back and i wrote down his number. See as long as you dont have the other persons number you never have an obligation to call them. But now this is going to start a whole new thing. So i called him later on and I made sure i told him i was leaving anddd i

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Another day home. *sighs*my weekend zoomed pass me. It was okay if ur wondering. The trip to kent was hell because of the weather and my mom being bitchy again. And sunday...well sunday was cooking....lots of cooking...and today welll i just laid around read and thattsss about it. *yawns*....welll thats it didnt miss tomuch

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Until my mom came home..*screams* ...I'm so close to givinin up on everything I built up for myself...going to college, trying to start my own business, hell even living. People just dont know that my life isnt all that happy as it seems...yea..people in school would describe me as happy, a leader, and a go getter, but there all wrong. I like to hold it down no matter what im going through,

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OO00ooSNOW DAYoo00OO And thats about how my day went today...did some reading...just trying to figure out my finaces and how i should save my money. I figured the 437 could really go towards some books instead of my ring...and since it was all cold and ugh and i didnt have school i didnt go see about my future job. But i will tomorrow no matter what...i was just chillin today....okay bein

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This is a project of extreme boredem anndd curiosity...Im not suprised at any of the results though*smiles* You Are A Professional Girlfriend! You are the perfect girlfriend - big surprise! Heaven knows you've had enough practice. That's why you're a total pro. If there was an Emily Post of girlfriends, it would be you. You know how to act in every situation ... to make both you and your

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You ever had a convo with someone on the phone and when you get off everythings kinda of a blur...like wha the hell were we talking about. WWEELLL thats kinda how it was with Joshua today. I mean hes coo...nice...funny...but its somethin missin in his lil package. I think hes feelin me and Im not really feelin him all like that. Hes like a friend I can go to for the lastest books...or just talk

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In the words of Ice cube "Today was a good day". But in my words, cold as hell . I woke up late ...again...My friend kevin said its prolly cus im use to wakin up at that time thats why. I guess its my body inner clock that i have to fix...not my alarm clock. Annnnyyyyway...my weekend was coo... i got that paper done for my scholarship and sent it off today. I had to forge some signitures for

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Between school and this crazy idea of having a business Im really streaching myself thin. I didnt realize how much time it would take to do some research for starting your own business and for a thesis paper. sighs* and now i have a 2-4 page paper due for some scholarship that my ragdy teacher gave me. Im not even going to go there tonight about her. Lets just say shes a B*tch...*clears throat*

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Are they that desparate for funds that they have to cut out all after school programs including sports and toutoring just to save a few dollars. I dont understand whats happening to the Cleveland school system. How did it get this way? It seems as though when these new people got into office...Mayor Cambell and President Bush...thats when things started to crumble. Do you know that the lil bags

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*Okayyyy...well I've been working on my blog trying to improve it some, make it more entertaining so I added some traffice links on the side so check them out and make sure you check out my new blog radio. Its some nice Neo-Soul songs on there...ummm Im still trying to make it work automatically but so far no luck. Ummm what else...oh as far as my webpage is concerned theres going to be alot of

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Today was a little different...met a new 'guy' . Hesss...mmm...well i guess i have to get to know him more. I mean hes my type...but then again hes not. Friend material actually. Any way...i didnt get up on time so i missed my test *sighs*. I'll take it tomorrow...I studied a little but i heard it was easy. I got a few new books to ready, there all by Venise Berry. I had read one of books

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Thats whats been wrong with me ...I forgot where i read it at but i fit the symtoms. The dwelling on the slightest things and becoming reaalll sad...doing things for a long period of time for no reason *like cleaning*...weight gaining....hell i was bored...so i put on a few pounds...they come off as soon as it warms up a little and the snaping at people....i thought i just had pms. Hmphf.

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This can be a real nice poem if you just skip over the chorus...ne way...Im looking for the song to it so bare with me.. (Chorus) Around my way... Around my way... All the corners filled with sorrow All the streets are filled with pain Around my way... (1st Verse) People let me paint a picture You know I ain't a christian I ain't a muslim, ain't a jew I'm losing my religion I speak to god

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I just finished cleanin my room like it was no tomorrow. I dont know what came over me. I just started Cleaning....cleaning like i was about to have company over. Wow...my room is spot less, dusted in all, and i even flipped my mattress. WOW. Welp im tired now... night night

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Oh yea...now remeber that sale i was tellin you about...80% off everthing in the store. Welp ya girl definatly hopped on that. I had so much stuff across my arm it was gettin tired. I got about 5 blouses...there orignal prices range from about 38 to 24 and two pair of pants and they were about 37 somethin each. Man the price b4 the percent off was like 172...somethin like that...and afterrrrr it

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For me...that word is hard to say in front of the man thats my father. I didnt need to use that word growing up and now that i am "grown" its weird calling him that. Now i understand its easy for you to look inside and find solutions to this problem...but its not that easy. I just need time. My mom just thinks Im suppose to be the happiest teen on earth now because i have a father. But actually..

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It feels like....like Im waiting for christmas again and its January. This cant be healthy. All i can think about it graduating . And its not helping that school is so easy . Its like im getting graded for just showin up. But if thats the case i need to show up more because i havent been feeling like going this week. I only missed tuesday and first period of today, so thats not that bad. Ne way

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Its like Im in this mode...this i just wanna get it over mode. Im so sick and tired of school. Or maybe im just lazy. Either way im ready for May. And yea u may say enjoy ur senior year ur going to miss it...umm not really. All the females cry over these little adolesent boys that are still finding themselve and all the guys are running after these little girls that are so materialistic and fake.

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So thats why guys are intimidated by me...hm..*giggles* You Are Independent Sexy You drive men crazy with your "playing hard to get act" Except, it's really not an act at all. You're a strong, sexy woman with her own life and interests. And makes men even more interested in you! What Kind of Sexy Are You? Take This Quiz :-) Find the Love of Your Life (and More Love Quizzes) at Your

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Aww man ...i cant believe my break is over. I had to go back to school today on this rainy, gloomy, , dreadful, cold day. Well im starting to go through my plans. I called Kent to make sure my reservations for there programs were secure and i started looking at some courses for my scheldule. Im a little excited . At school everybodys talking about how they were excepted to different

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Mood: A little woozy but okay Listening to: TV...there talking about 2004 Eating: Nothing...had some grits earlier Hmmmm....Okay well with the new year comes the silly resolutions that we promise with all our heart to stick with but by Feb were off to our old selves. This yr I have some simple resolutions: 1. Stop Bitting my nails (I haven't been able to bit them since i got my other wisdom

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I Feel Hey...Happy new year everyone. I'm a little sick so i'll post tomorrow

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Mood: Mmm A little Laid Back Eating: Bread...I got my other wisdom tooth taken out Listening To: Well it should be playin for you... Sighs*...I am so happy that the new years is comming. I get to continue being single until college like I planned. Im still debating on Kent or Columbia College Chicago. Even though I've told mostly everybody that i'm going to kent, theres still apart of me that

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Wow I lost a really great guy and my other wisdom tooth....What a day.

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The Truth Has Set Me Free...I guess

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Okay...maybe im just lazy...but those 3 classes are wearin my ass out. Im so happy today starts my vacation . School has been a little crazy because of all the college stuff and my stepteam. Hopefully i can catch up with everything while on break. *sighs*...well here it goes...

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Has it been that long...Ive been so BUSY. I missed my blog so much. Well let me give u a run down of whats been happening. 1st off my father is out of jail and my and him have been getting along well after 17 yrs. So i hung out with him yesturday so we can handle some college stuff. And speaking of college stuff thats what ive been doing lately. Filling out college apts, meeting scholarship

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Listening to: Jill Scott- I keep Mood: Very depressed...but trying not to cry Eating: Nothing...i had something earlier ************************************************************************************* This is what ive been going through lately. This is a convo between my friend. I figured it'll be easier to just copy and paste the convo then to just type whats going on. Especially since i

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I kinda miss it. I've been so busy with that low payin ass door to door job..which by the way im quitin very soon. And my lil step team that i barely have control over. My father was suppose to get out yesturday, but no body hasnt heard ne news. They tryin ta find him a place to stay. sighs*. I still love my stadium job. I didnt think i had it ne me to sell that well. I me when i get around those

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I finally have time to myself ...its not alot because i have to go to practice in a lil while. Well whats been up with me you ask....ALOT. Lets start with friday....Friday was suppose to be my chill day because i was stressin all last week....Welp friday wasnt a good day to chill because my house had gotten broken into....they only took my mom and i piggy banks. So i can say im blessed about

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Wow, its been like forever. I've been doing so much. I just have two jobs now because the telemarking wasn't paying me enough. I've been looking at some prom dresses so i can see how much i need to save. I already have plans for my money...heres my list of things i want so far...A tomagotche (im just as shocked as you are...i cant believe they came back) pay my cellphone bill so i can talk talk

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Yep...its true...i have a job...well actually 3..*giggles*. One job is working at the browns stadium for home games, second is telemarketing, and third is going door to door to help the Special Olympics. Sighs*...i actually have training today at 6..but i have time to lounge. Well what have i been up to all week....lol..looking for a job of course and looking for scholarships. WELL now that im

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I hate it when im in deep thought....you know when u ask yourself about the what if's and could have beens. Its so much going on....my bestfriend hasnt been comming to school and my other friend wants to give up on everything....and my issue is love. I dont know why but i dont think that i'll ever be in love with ne one. I really dont wanna get hurt....i mean ive seen what love can do....and it

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****Just something that was on my mind...enjoy**** I've searched my soul to find what challenges me I've drawn my conclusion.... Its Love. Numerous boyfriends and countless dates And i still pray and wait for fate to... Guide me to love Yes I've said the words and thought i had conquered the challenge Of loving and being in love And yes Ive heard the words Mixed and mangled with His hands

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The best time of my life last night. The dinner party was great. The food was different, and the people were like a breath of fresh air. It felt good to be around some new people. I even had a good day at school. I joined the news paper committee again, prom committee, started the Step/dance team again, and signed up for after school study for the SAT's every Tuesday. Im bout to be bizzyy.....and

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Yay...im so proud of the browns, they crushed the ravens 20 to there messily 3....lol...they didnt even get a touch down. And what was Deion doin on the field...i mean he didnt even tackle anyone let alone get his jersey dirty. newho...i went shopping yesterday...i only got some shoes and some accessories but i dont understand how i practically went to every store in the mall and only came out

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Hey...well im to tired to blog tonight...i went shopping and u know that can wear a girl out...so i'll tell u about everything tomarrow...so while u wait enjoy Jaheim's video...this is a classic...nite nite luvs

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Today was short ass hell...i had two in a half classes...it was a half because my English teacher didnt show up today...we didnt even have a sub...so we sat in the class by our selves and chilled..what else...oh i had the lil test in my CI class...then did a lil drawin in art...yea...nothin really happened today...im just lookin forward to this sunday and monday...Sunday..because the Browns are

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Its been a gloomy rainy type day.....so i popped in a few movies...did a lil work on my pages....and of course studied for my test tomarrow *giggles* ight maybe not study but ima do it b4 i go ta bed. I did a lil studyin while i was in the tub though....*smiles*...ne way i enjoyed today...it was like a lil vacation....so tomarrow i have school and its friday...and on top of that i have what a

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You know...i invited my bestfriend to go see the premier of cellular (what a waste, but i'll tell u about that later)...now i asked my brother if he could drop my friend and i off at the theater and pick us up...he had no problem...Then today all of a sudden he wanted to know if my mom could pick me and my bstfr up...of course she said no...so then the problem escalated to him not wanting to make

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Yea...im still a lil sick but of course i went to school ne way. I hate missin stuff...especially since i knew we were havin a test on friday. But i have weds. and thursday off so thats more sleep time....Somethin i didnt do last night...Idunno what was wrong with me...i kept tossin and turnin and wakin up and coughin....then at times i couldnt breath because of my asthma.*sighs* I tried to take

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Yea....its nothin like hangin out with family. I had so much fun yesterday. And even though i had a really bad cold and couldnt taste ne of the food i was eating i still had a good time...the dj was wack though.. i told my cousin...which was the host...not to pay him....he didnt even have ne bass in his music....but the entertainment was still raw....because of course my cousins and there friends

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Damn....Damn...Damn....Im sick on Labor day weekend...but you know....nothings goin ta stop my but from partin...ima just have to stuff my pockets and my purse with tissue...lol...nah im kiddin...or am i :wink:...but ne way...i dont know what to do wit myself...:sighs:...i wish my buddy reese could come take care of me:(....well bye people im goin ta go look terrible to match my mood...hope

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Every since school started its been feelin like its been takin forever to get to the weekend...Well nothin much has happen today...I breezed through my three easy A classes and even napped in one of em.I've just been doin alot of thinkin about the people that I know and how much they really dont know about ME. I guess im just either real secretive or just private with my life. Ne way...if u cant

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Oh lawd...lawd....lawd.....i thought i seen it all...but today...tops the chart of the funniest things i seen, heard, and experienced. *chuckles*....ight....today i went to this place to see about a job...well just to get a job application, so i went into this office and there was a lady that was in the middle of her interview, well i found out i they didnt except walk-ins so i went back out side

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Man......how long has it been....school has just taken me away from my bloggin....i really need to catch yall up....hmmm....what can i say...i just been enjoyin my self...still lookin for a job though...but hey...here in cleveland were goin through some hard times.... I just found out that we rank number one in the nation for being the most poor city....i couldnt believe it. Thats real sad and to

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Man i cant believe im a senior now...its so fun...I only have 3 classes and i get out of school at 10:35a.m. and on top of that i dont even livefar from the school...this is the best time ive had in school in a long time. Oh and the classes...there EZ A's...i have World Lit, Critical Issues, and Art. The only problem i have so far is my English teacher...shes a lil not all there. It took her the

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This video is dedicated to Jason...someone that knows me well...and right now ever since he called my mind has been wraped in memeories and drenched in thoughts. I unno what to think of this situation but this song describes what im feelin...every part of the song...chorus and lyrics...everything...sighs*...i unno if i can even write about today because my mind has just been on that phone call

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My past. Sighs* man 10 somethin this morning i got a phone call from a very old friend. We were kind of into each other sexually, but i was with someone at the time. He pleased me like....omg....like no other...and while i was talkin to him it was just like old times...its like we never stoped talking but the thing is.....what we had was just sex and friendship....and now Ive been with no one

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top five reasons to have a top five blog: top five ways i've made money this summer I love these ideas...there hillarious

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)">I unno what i can say about today besides....lets see....oh i started my micro hair project....so i can look all cute for next week...yea....cant believe i have one last week of freedom...i know i was suppose to write about my last post but i actually for got what i was suppose to write...my memory hasnt been its best lately....hmm oh my bst friend called me today....we havent really talked in

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mmm...well...yawns*....i had a semi yawns* long day.....but i think i'll just tell yall about it tomarrow in more detail...yawns*...im really tired..yawns*....ight yawns*....yawning is contagious....i hope im not makin yalll sleepy....giggles*....good night

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Ight...lets see...wed. is when the fun kicked in for me after recovering from my tooth pull. Wed. night my brother and my 14 yr old neighbor camped out at the Sheraton hotel to so we could get into the morning show the next day. Russ Parr was in towm and some special music guest...like Lil Scrappy...Ok k k, Fo eva i love a atlanta...yall know...then my brother ran into Ciera and didnt even know

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My mouth is in so much pain...I got one of my wisdom teeth pulled. The pain killers arent helping at all. My face looks like i was stung by a bee and i cant eat. All ive had to nibble on was some fancy crackers and applesauce. The medicine just makes me drosy. Well i hope everyone else had a better monday than i did. At least my weekend was fun. Saturday i went to this Afr. Amer. Picnic with my

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So i've been keepin my mind busy by working on my webpage thats finally done...YAY..lol..everybody make sure you check it out. Ne way...school is about to start..so ive been school shopping and what not. Its been cold here lately though. Thats a lil disappointing, but i guess living here i shouldnt be suprised. I read my poetry last Sunday at the Kamikaze. I dedicated this poem to my bestfriend..

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I Shed so many tears and a layer of myself...im fresh..ready to keep going...Wrote some poetry, listened to some Laurn Hill. Just her words and her guitar. I wanna do that one day, and i even finished a book i was reading, . That's what i love about books, it puts you in a fantasy world and watch other ppl deal with there problems. I was reading a book by Eric Jerome Dickey..Titled Naughty or

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im so sick..my stomach hurts and my head....i found out the truth...and it hurts really bad....so i'll leave it like that.....im back to my plan and this time im stickin with it until im in college...i really dont care but thats just the pride talkin...i guess being around an older brother and other males taught me that....kinda bush it off and move to the next....but then again its like it still

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