To Much

Should I or Shouldnt I....thats all i have to say about that little issue. Anyway...prom is in a couple of days..yay. The only thing im stressin about is after prom festivities...reason being that i really dont care what we do after as long as im with nelson...its not even about the whole third wheel thing because carra and terrance arent together anymore or so they say and plus im use to hangin out with them anyway...but *whispers* im having nelson withdrawls...and no i dont have it bad so dont even think it. I mean its not so bad that i wanna see my friend is it? I dont know what it is, he just has this...something that u have to be around...and since its prom night i just wanna have fun and i know how carra can get when its "fun" time so yea. Any way...umm im tired...really tired...my life choices are getting blury, not my career choices but college. I mean at first it was all kent kent kent, but now im kinda wonderin if thats where i wanna go. And its the money thing to. So maybe i should stay here take my basic classes here get a job save my money and then possibly transfer everything unless my calling changes. Im praying on it...and i know its going to take awhile for those prayers to be answered because i dont talk to the father upstairs to often, but i am praying. In other news im gorgeous...my head is reallll big right now i'll have to admit that...every since i got my lil head done ive been getting even more attention. But im handling....not that big of a deal...ok wraping this up..nightt