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So me and nelson kind of had our moment.... kind of. okay the thing is i dont want to rush things. I kinda wanna savor the moment so it can last longer. I mean if we're both feeling that feeling then why ruin it with questions and expressions...sometimes u have to just go with the flow and when it comes to that moment then thats when things take off. U cant force the moment...well anyway i kinda wanted to ask him to take me to my prom since my bestfriend doesnt want to go anymore and i really just dont want to go by my self and i just think that going with him will be an overall good idea...BUT...its so last min...and i want US to look OUR best. This is my only moment and i want people to remeber it well just as i plan to. now this other character...jay...yea hes finally gettin the picture about how im just not feelin him. Im really not feeling to many guys right now except for..lol...well u know. Anyway so my bstf carra thinks that hes the one for me...and i kinda believe her. But i just dont wanna rush things. Everytime things go fast they end just as fast. So since my little 2yr break from guys im trying something new to see if it will last... I mean tell me whats wrong with being friends but knowing that we both have some feeling for each other...it just makes things even better.

But in other news...i still have to write my 10pg paper...and the draft is due this friday which is horrible because i have to present next monday and i havent gotten it edited by anyone so my paper will be fresh off the press with mistakes and all. But as long as i know i put my bst foot foward then my grade shouldnt be to bad. Nooowww in other other news...i joined this program that deals with acting and performing and right now im learning how to play the bucket. Its really fun because its like a drum and were coming up with all these wonderful steps and beats and we're going to have our first performance this thursday so i'll tell u how that all went. i think i covered everything just stay posted.