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Jay came to visit me...he's like the only guy that i can really talk to while i'm pmsing...other guys either just piss me off or dont know that im pmsing and say things that just get under my skin. Wait...why arent we together...oh because im going to college, yea but anyway i got the best back massage and feel asleep right on his chest while he watched ladder 49, i watched it already so i didnt miss much. We know our limits, thats what i like about our relationship, its like were open, we flirt, joke around, and he tells me about his lil hoochies *he hates it when i call them that* and i tell him about the current guy(s) im talking to. I felt good, i mean i felt good yesturday when i called him and talked about all the stuff that was going on you know u read the last post, and i felt even better today. lol...we still have our deal that who ever makes it to the broadcasting business first we'll make sure to look out for the other one. I was really happy to see him...it was a relief. I wish i could see him more often but with school and his hoochies i fit in just right. He knows just when to call...like he has this sense when im sick or in trouble or sad...and i still dont know how he does it. Any way i showed off my prom gown and cap and gown...had to do some major catching up since most of our convo yesturday was just about calming me down. Speaking of cap and gown i got it today, i felt so over whelm. i cant believe im graduating. Ive been planing this day since 1998, thats when my brother graduated. Yea but me and jay have this bond that i really cant describe, i wouldnt say were like sister and brothers, were just best friends, to bad he cant make it to my graduation. Anywayy i wrote a couple of poems in the past couple of days, so i'll probably post those up soon. Ohhh i met the girl thats going to do my hair friday for prom. Shes pretty. Shes and actress, like she does that for a living. I was a little shocked myself, and way shes reall coo and 19 she graduated in 03 so she knows what im going through as far as prom and graduation. ANNNYYY WAY...ima wrap this up have to wash my hair, shout out to my boy jay keep up the good work in college and stop doin yo work at the last min...damn "i do my best when i procrasinate" rrrrrrriiggggghtttttt, im not always gone be able to help u. Anyway im gone.