SSOoo

Its like Im in this mode...this i just wanna get it over mode. Im so sick and tired of school. Or maybe im just lazy. Either way im ready for May. And yea u may say enjoy ur senior year ur going to miss it...umm not really. All the females cry over these little adolesent boys that are still finding themselve and all the guys are running after these little girls that are so materialistic and fake. I cant believe that im not one of those girls that everyone hates. Maybe its because i dont tell them how much i dislike them. I dont like controversy..not my style. But ne way...school is getting on my nerves. I just wish i could work until its time for me to go to college. Maybe if everything wasnt so simple then i wouldnt complain. Give me a project or somethin. I need to explain, write a few papers...for christ sake im about to go to college...PREPARE ME !!!. *sighs*...Im okay...but speaking of school...i didnt even go today. I woke and looked at the clock like "oh hell no " and got back under the covers. I know i know that was bad...but im a faithful student. I go even when im sick so im just gettin back into the grove of going to school again so bare with me. *sighs* ...I just wanna get it over with. Bump the memeories... I told them i wouldnt miss them ne way...and they laughed. I was dead serious. This girl amber was like "Im going to miss everyone when i graduate...what about u dena"....i was like shhhhhyyy...not me...ima probably forget half of yall names ne way. Ight maybe that was mean. But im serious. I never cared about ne one else but me and my bstfriend. Everyone else was just a name. There sssooo closed mind. well some of them. lol and everyone calls me momma...there like "you act like somebody momma". Iunno...maybe i am going to miss a few of them. *sighs* ...I need a job.