LOL WOWW

Hm...so umm I havent talked to Jason since August and he calls me out of the blue a couple of days ago. Yeaaa I've been talking to him but I havent been feelin where the conversation has been going. I mean yea me and him were together but Ive grown up and these head games that hes tryin to play with me arent working. Its like everytime he calls its about sex. And I havent been sexually active for going on two years. Now my plan is to find someone that I can actually be with forever basically before I let go of my celibacy. Ive got to much going for myself and this shyt that hes pullin is childish. I mean the only thing hes holdin over my head is how i USE TO get down with him. ...I mean I asked him what he missed about me and the first thing he said was my moans...then it was my personality. What kinda shyt is that ?! And he still has a girl friend. How you gone tell me that your going to do this and that to me when you have a girlfriend. I mean if you did that to her too...ugh... I hope she knows that shes not just kissing him but...Im not even goin to go there. Any way...so hes been trying to break me down. I mean i will admit that yea he did have a good head game *whoa flash back*...but thats not all that I want and plus even though im not a virgin anymore i am saving myself for somebody special . Then hes talkin about how he wants to see me ...i was like coo but if u come to my house were stayin in the car. Ohhh and did u know he told me that all the time we werent talking he was driving pass my house periodically. lol and he asked me was he wrong for doing it, umm yea. Its like we'll start talking about normal stuff then all of a sudden he starts talking about how his head game has gotten better and what he can do with his tounge now. Umm yes im sexually frustrated but not desperate or stupid. What ever use to be there is gone now and even if deep down inside i wanna test the water with him again I just couldnt imagin myself going through with it. Yes he knows me like a book and yea we stopped talking for no reason....but i need somethin better than what hes offering. A relationship isnt just sex...its more and i definatly dont want him as baggage while im in college. When i leave im cutting off all access to my x's. When he first called out of the blue...yea i did miss him, that was before kevin came along...he was like a wake up call that there are wwwaaayyyy better guys out there than him. This is only a test...and im passin every part of it...i dont even want him to see me, touch me, nothin...hell when i get up the nerve i will tell him to stop calling....but why if he didnt do anything to me...except leave me hangin for months wondering what in the hell was our relationship about. Either way...Ive moved on and thats point blank. Theres only one person on my list that have a chance to get with me and thats it...