Out w/ The Old In w/ The New

Mood: Mmm A little Laid Back
Eating: Bread...I got my other wisdom tooth taken out
Listening To: Well it should be playin for you...



Sighs*...I am so happy that the new years is comming. I get to continue being single until college like I planned. Im still debating on Kent or Columbia College Chicago. Even though I've told mostly everybody that i'm going to kent, theres still apart of me that doesnt want to stay in Ohio. Theres nothing here for me except for lugage. To many memories. I want to leave...start a new life. And plus chicago is a larger city so i can get more involved instead of being in an closed type area. Im so excited that im sticking with my plan. I just love it when its just me. I mean i dont mind dating and what not, but i just really do want to stay cellibate until college. Its going to be 2yrs in April. I think the main reason Im not into getting so involved with someone is that they really dont understand why Ive held off for so long and why im not jumping into bed with them. And secretly im happy that my bstfriend and i arent going to the same college. I want us to stay in contact but i just think its time for me to start over. Its just a lot of things im trying to let go. When my birthday comes around (feb 13) i want a different mind set. I already know that there are some good guys out there still from my past experiences. But i want someone that can share the same interest with me. Someone thats neo-like with a hint of street. I'm just jumpin around. Its so many things on my mind. *sighs*...I think i will go to Chicago. Theres nothing here for me.

OuchX2

Wow I lost a really great guy and my other wisdom tooth....What a day.

*Looks At The Floor*

The Truth Has Set Me Free...I guess

Vacation Thank God

Okay...maybe im just lazy...but those 3 classes are wearin my ass out. Im so happy today starts my vacation . School has been a little crazy because of all the college stuff and my stepteam. Hopefully i can catch up with everything while on break. *sighs*...well here it goes...

WOW

Has it been that long...Ive been so BUSY. I missed my blog so much. Well let me give u a run down of whats been happening. 1st off my father is out of jail and my and him have been getting along well after 17 yrs. So i hung out with him yesturday so we can handle some college stuff. And speaking of college stuff thats what ive been doing lately. Filling out college apts, meeting scholarship deadlines. Just being busy busy busy. Well this is just a jist of whats been up. Man i can hardly remeber what went on thats good enough to write about but im just going to say all see you more often.


Oh yea...music...i gotta get back into that...maybe i'll find something b4 tonight.