Love A Many Splendid things and A Challenge To Me

****Just something that was on my mind...enjoy****

I've searched my soul to find what challenges me
I've drawn my conclusion....
Its Love.
Numerous boyfriends and countless dates
And i still pray and wait for fate to...
Guide me to love
Yes I've said the words and thought i had conquered the challenge
Of loving and being in love
And yes Ive heard the words
Mixed and mangled with
His hands between my thighs and my mind being in wander
"Is this what love is".
Then i took a second shot at love
I followed through with the I Love Yous
And became confused when he replaced his "I love you to" with
"I cant make it, or "I forgot" and "I'll make it up to you".
Then i figured this wasn't love either,
I tried again opening myself to begin love...
I screamed and shouted to the sky above
And with a feeling like this
I just knew it was love
Thought who needs the ring when
He's given his heart but that feel apart when
I had a new place
"Hey is that yo girl" "Nah man just a playmate"
But as he said "You will always have a special place in my heart"
Was he tellin the truth...
Its really no use to stress the thought
Because I...
Learned enough or better yet alot
See I...
Figured If my legs are apart my lover loves me
If his hands are where they wanna be, then he loves me
And if i don't ask for to much, like remembering special days
Then he finds time to love me
We'll looking back its funny
Cuz no one loves me more than me myself and the lord.
So yes loves a challenge that I'm building myself for
And when God thinks I'm ready
He'll bless me
But for now loves a challenge
I'm not looking for