Im Just Thinkin

I hate it when im in deep thought....you know when u ask yourself about the what if's and could have beens. Its so much going on....my bestfriend hasnt been comming to school and my other friend wants to give up on everything....and my issue is love. I dont know why but i dont think that i'll ever be in love with ne one. I really dont wanna get hurt....i mean ive seen what love can do....and it really hurts when someone takes it away....all of my friends have been in love except me...sighs*....ive also thought about all the guys that i've been with...like not even in that way....just u know in a "relationship"...i dont even think i can be in a real one...i just want somebody to take me under there wing...not hurt me...and just love me just how i am....i think that would mean i would be married...
Ne way...ive managed to make myself sad about it...but...when im sad i write the most heartfilled poetry...as u can see below...but ima go..igot some h.w. to do....see i had to write in my blog when im not even finished with my h.w....well night for now....

Hey this is a new video; posted: 10:46
It really expresses how i feel and you know...well just listen or watch which ever u perfer...
Nappy Roots - Sick and Tired (no longer available)