A Dedication

This video is dedicated to Jason...someone that knows me well...and right now ever since he called my mind has been wraped in memeories and drenched in thoughts. I unno what to think of this situation but this song describes what im feelin...every part of the song...chorus and lyrics...everything...sighs*...i unno if i can even write about today because my mind has just been on that phone call from yesturday...even in the movies i couldnt get my mind of him...i mean usually movies and books can get my mind off my issues or problems at hand...but not today...today ive just been restless thinkin about what i shoulda done different when i was on the phone...and hoping to get another chance to be up front with him...tell em that hes still mind and his girlfriend needs to find someone else..hhhuuhhh...i cant believe this is happening to me when school is about to start...i have about one more day till im an official senior...yay....but all i can think about is my past...what this yr has to offer....im i going to be in a relationship or not...last yr went great with out the boyfriend stuff in my life...ive cleared my mind of all relationships including jason and i was ready to engage in a new fond love...or what ever u have you...but this...this right nere is takin me back to a completely new level...its like i dont wanna go back but instead im lookin at it as going forward...doin somethin that i shouldve done then...we were suppose to be together but i chose an ass over him...and now...i guess this is my second chance...but ive changed and i dont wanna get into the physical aspect of a relationship...not right now...ive made a vow...well let me end this...like i said this song describes what im feelin


Aaliyah - One In A Million
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