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Tuesday, August 31, 2004

Dusts Off Keyboard....

Man......how long has it been....school has just taken me away from my bloggin....i really need to catch yall up....hmmm....what can i say...i just been enjoyin my self...still lookin for a job though...but hey...here in cleveland were goin through some hard times.... I just found out that we rank number one in the nation for being the most poor city....i couldnt believe it. Thats real sad and to top it off we rank second in the lowest graduation rate. So if ur planning on living here in cleveland dont raise ur children here...*chuckles*....sighs*....what else what else can i tell u......oh ive been doing good...if u were wondering....no problems with school....oh oh oh....let me tell u....the guys around here are so disrepectful and rude. Yesturday on my way to the library this guy got my attention and walked from his house all the way to the library tryin to get my name and number.....the sad part is that he had to put his hands on me....which was a no no....i was so scared....i would type up the full story but im tired....oh what else....well i guess theres nothin else....just lookin for a job...so i'll keep yall posted about that

Wednesday, August 25, 2004

WOW......School

Man i cant believe im a senior now...its so fun...I only have 3 classes and i get out of school at 10:35a.m. and on top of that i dont even livefar from the school...this is the best time ive had in school in a long time. Oh and the classes...there EZ A's...i have World Lit, Critical Issues, and Art. The only problem i have so far is my English teacher...shes a lil not all there. It took her the whole class period just to put 22 kids in aphabetical order so she can remeber our name faster. And she was messin up ppl names left and right...what a day...I really can say im going to enjoy this yr. SSOOOO lets see what else...oh i get to test my photographer side of my self for art...i have to take pictures of things that i would enjoy painting...its due on the 27 sooo i have lots of time...Ima go to the Botanical Garden and get some up close shots of the flowers and what not. It should be fun. *yawns*...well as you know im still adjusting to my new bed time...i can no longer go ta be at 2 or 3 in the morning...Ive been tryin ta get in the bed b4 12:00 or 12:30 the most...so right now its scrubby dub time

Saturday, August 21, 2004

A Dedication

This video is dedicated to Jason...someone that knows me well...and right now ever since he called my mind has been wraped in memeories and drenched in thoughts. I unno what to think of this situation but this song describes what im feelin...every part of the song...chorus and lyrics...everything...sighs*...i unno if i can even write about today because my mind has just been on that phone call from yesturday...even in the movies i couldnt get my mind of him...i mean usually movies and books can get my mind off my issues or problems at hand...but not today...today ive just been restless thinkin about what i shoulda done different when i was on the phone...and hoping to get another chance to be up front with him...tell em that hes still mind and his girlfriend needs to find someone else..hhhuuhhh...i cant believe this is happening to me when school is about to start...i have about one more day till im an official senior...yay....but all i can think about is my past...what this yr has to offer....im i going to be in a relationship or not...last yr went great with out the boyfriend stuff in my life...ive cleared my mind of all relationships including jason and i was ready to engage in a new fond love...or what ever u have you...but this...this right nere is takin me back to a completely new level...its like i dont wanna go back but instead im lookin at it as going forward...doin somethin that i shouldve done then...we were suppose to be together but i chose an ass over him...and now...i guess this is my second chance...but ive changed and i dont wanna get into the physical aspect of a relationship...not right now...ive made a vow...well let me end this...like i said this song describes what im feelin


Aaliyah - One In A Million
Is no longer available....sowwy


Friday, August 20, 2004

Sighs*....Just when I thought my past was just that...

My past. Sighs* man 10 somethin this morning i got a phone call from a very old friend. We were kind of into each other sexually, but i was with someone at the time. He pleased me like....omg....like no other...and while i was talkin to him it was just like old times...its like we never stoped talking but the thing is.....what we had was just sex and friendship....and now Ive been with no one else but him for a yr and 4 months....he was the last guy i was with...but the only thing thats holding me back from gettin back what we use to have is him having a girl friend. He complained about she not being able to please him and i unno....i really want him back..i wanna see if theres ne closing between us. I need closure.

Wednesday, August 18, 2004

top five reasons to have a top five blog: top five ways i've made money this summer

top five reasons to have a top five blog: top five ways i've made money this summer I love these ideas...there hillarious

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

Mmmm Monday...*giggle* >>this is the link to an artical

)">I unno what i can say about today besides....lets see....oh i started my micro hair project....so i can look all cute for next week...yea....cant believe i have one last week of freedom...i know i was suppose to write about my last post but i actually for got what i was suppose to write...my memory hasnt been its best lately....hmm oh my bst friend called me today....we havent really talked in a while ya know just us bein us...but it was coo we catch each other up on issues...how we were goin to look in our lil dress code...its always a way to look cute...hmm what else...oh make sure u pray for my guidense consuler because he was in a car accident....i really hope he gets better because he is one person that really cares about the future of his students......sighs*....hmm oh yea...my other wisdom tooth is going to be pulled thursday....so im trying to get my micros finished b4 then....and right now...*yawns*...i need ta get to bed so i can get up and finish up my hair...i think i should be finished by wed. night....*yawn*mmmk thats my que....good night all....oh and make sure u check out that link..it has a shocking artical that ive been telling everyone i know about...its even posted on my Blazin News page....ya *yawns* know on my finished webpage...*smiles*...night night...mmm and one more thing...as the song goes...im livin my life like its golden...meaning drama free and thats how it'll be all yr..my senior yr...well its going to be drama free and somethin worth remebering...so take a look at the newest video added to my blog...now fa real....im going ta bed...*smirks*


Video no longer available....
Jill Scott - Golden

Sunday, August 15, 2004

Yawns*.....

mmm...well...yawns*....i had a semi yawns* long day.....but i think i'll just tell yall about it tomarrow in more detail...yawns*...im really tired..yawns*....ight yawns*....yawning is contagious....i hope im not makin yalll sleepy....giggles*....good night

Let me catch yall up

Ight...lets see...wed. is when the fun kicked in for me after recovering from my tooth pull. Wed. night my brother and my 14 yr old neighbor camped out at the Sheraton hotel to so we could get into the morning show the next day. Russ Parr was in towm and some special music guest...like Lil Scrappy...Ok k k, Fo eva i love a atlanta...yall know...then my brother ran into Ciera and didnt even know it...Slum villege was there and i took a pic wit them...actually we followed them to Tower city not to far from the hotel...its like a lil mall..so i could take a pic wit them...and lets see who else...oh yea Lloyd was there...wit his semi-cute self. Well like i was sayin...we were there since 6:30 and this lady wanted to argue with us talkin about we werent on the side walk so we should get to the back of the line...she was talkin mess from like 3am till 5...thats when my brother apoligized...but we still didnt move...but over all it was fun. That thursday i got my scheldule and i only have three classes a day. Man it feels good to be a Senior. Ight fri. went school shoppin galore. man oh man....i mean since i wear dress code i didnt have to try on tons of clothes but i loaded the cart with belts and khakis and some cute lil khaki skirts. I had so much fun with my mom. We went to all type of places Super K, Mentor Mall...that mall is huge...Wal-mart, and Value city...we were all over the place buyin this and that. Well...hmm...today it was okay nothin to spectacular...just had to pick up a few items that we forgot to get from yesturday. Right now im just lettin my conditionar sit...well thats all for now i guess...oh yea..aannnddd i cant forget the 14 is my bstfriends b-day....the girl gettin old...yes in deed...ight well ima go rinse and what not...prolly finish rewrittin my poems in this new note book and i'll holla at chall later...and count down the days of me being an official senior....

Tuesday, August 10, 2004

Can We Say Ouch...

My mouth is in so much pain...I got one of my wisdom teeth pulled. The pain killers arent helping at all. My face looks like i was stung by a bee and i cant eat. All ive had to nibble on was some fancy crackers and applesauce. The medicine just makes me drosy. Well i hope everyone else had a better monday than i did. At least my weekend was fun. Saturday i went to this Afr. Amer. Picnic with my brother and his to male cousins. It was so much fun. They ran around chasin girls while i embarsed them. I still cant believe school is in two weeks. *sighs* Well *yawn* this medicine is kickin in i guess...ima let yall go...holla back at me and dont for get my webpage is now finished.

Saturday, August 07, 2004

YEA...

So i've been keepin my mind busy by working on my webpage thats finally done...YAY..lol..everybody make sure you check it out. Ne way...school is about to start..so ive been school shopping and what not. Its been cold here lately though. Thats a lil disappointing, but i guess living here i shouldnt be suprised. I read my poetry last Sunday at the Kamikaze. I dedicated this poem to my bestfriend...and she was boo hooin...it was so exciting...so im going one more time b4 school starts. Well make sure yall check out my FINISHED PROJECT http://hometown.aol.com/prettdee05 ight now im goin to bed...smoochies